sometimes...
i was wondering, why can't i make my own thing by my own decision?
sometimes...
i was thinking, why my parents never think about me and care about my feeling?
sometimes
i was wondering, actually how much do my parents understands me and know me?
sometimes...
i was thinking. why they never really listen to what i said?
sometimes..
i was wondering, why they felt what they do to me is good and without asking me wasn't i like it?
sometimes...
i was thinking, if i am just a orphan, would my life will be better than now?
sometimes...
i was wondering, if doesn't had parents, would i staying more free?
sometimes...
i was thinking, if there was someone could really talk to me or listen to me, i really wish that my daddy n mummy.
sometimes...
i was wondering, if the time can pass faster, i could grow faster, do my future is bright?
sometimes...
i was thinking, how old do my parents will live?
sometimes...
i was wondering, will them understands or listen to me if i am older, will them still force me to do something that really hurt me or i don't really like it?
sometimes...
i was thinking. if there is a day, i would really think to sit down and tell my dad that actually i can talk to him a lot. Actually i can take care myself well.
sometimes...
i was wondering, isn't me to bad? i will change if my parents really think i am bad, i will be good for them
sometimes...
i was thinking, why i will cry alone at home? what happen to me?
sometimes...
i was wondering, why my life was so suffer? i just want a simple life, i just want the life just like when i was small. Always smile, always happy, always cry but was cute, always shy for everything, always be cheerful.
sometimes...
i was thinking, if i can be more and more smart and genius. Do my mother will just praise me for just a bit?
sometimes...
i was wondering, can i hold my parents walk around the park when they are old and weak?
sometimes...
i was thinking, what i to do is study hard!... i want to stay in a wealthy life because my parents worth to be that, because they always look down by people, because i want to proof to them, not only those born in rich can stay in a big house driving a luxury car!!
sometimes...
i will just looking to the stars and wishing, don't let my parents leave me so early, cause i haven had a chance to proof to them and let them know actually their daugther can do better than they think...