....My Scar.... Is Lik A Art....

I Lik tis....

I do tat...

I felt so shuang whn i do tat...

No Pain!!! No Feeling!!!! NO NO NO... Everything NO!!!

I Lik tis... So Nice~

Dun say me Sot!!!! Cos really fun lo....

Today more happy liao lo....^^

Everyday wake is hw thn i knw today mood is hw adi.... Wake adi smile smile smile de....hahaha...

Sha po.....

Miss eu lo... hahahaha....

Hahaha.... Wei Chen say wat i wear spec nicer thn i din wear...==

Whr gt... nt nice at all....

Stand behind me thought i duno o....xD can feel dao de ma....^^

Anyway today happy a lot adi^^

Cos make adi tis art... Nice~

★私はあなたを爱します★

★あなたがいるから、私は楽しいです★

女人永远也不知道 男人为什么要学会坚强.mp4

我终于知道为什么了～

因为我以前根本就不知道……

当看着这短片，很感动……哭了～哭了～哭了～

都不懂为什么会哭……

喜欢……

……心痛……

Wanna to die adi la....!!!

I so sam fu a.... haiz...

Duno y today more moody thn yesterday...BB came oso dun wan to talk wat vf her....

Everytime moody oso dun lik to talk or juz study alone. Bt tis time, more lik to be alone... haiz

Today at class wan slp de, bt thn chen hooi dun let me to slp. Kacau me.... cos boh chu din come today. So she ask me to accompany vf her n talk vf her....

Thn she ask me y wan slp?? Dun wan slp la..... Tat time i say tired ma, if dun wan i slp thn i cry let u see lo.

She ask me wat happen o???....

Haiz, ntg la heart pain a... duno y lik so pain in the heart vry fan n sam fu.....

Wat can i do?? i dun wan to cry o.... thn chen hooi said tell out will better de, ask me tell her...Haiz....

Say adi gt wat use?? All oso my own problem... Say adi oni more sad lo... No buddy will knw hw i feel n hw sam fu is me... lik half die adi....HAIZZZzzzz!!!

I dun wan lik tis bcos me lik tis oso make my fren lik wan make me happy back, cos if lik tis my fren sure oso will sad... I dun wan....

Last time, everytime whn nt happy oso will eat a chocolate... Duno y oni lik tat brand de chocolate.... I lik the taste, i lik the chocolate smell, i juz knw i lik it so much.

Bt thn nw dun hav adi lo. I din go out cant buy n thn wan buy oso wan think 1st cos quite expensive juz a small packet...

Nw even chocolate oso cant make me whole happy agn, it works a bit oni. Bt better la, i will happy when i see it..^^

I waiting for someone to help me buy... i cant go out i cant buy n parents oso dun let cos expensive.... Import thing.... Haiz.... 【Kiss a Kiss a Kiss a Kiss a Kiss a Kiss a Kiss.... i miss u so...】

Duno tis will be continue hw long... wish wont be so long...cos i dun lik to be lik tis anymore...

【....Heart Pain....】

Nowadays....Juz Never Smile A Lot...

Huuu....!!

Tired....

Slp for 8 to hrs oso same oso so tired, ntg different at all...

Duno y leh... everyday wake thn think smt 1st...

My mood on tis few days quite bad... bt thn nvr show pple at skul, still lik normal.

Actly lik tis i felt suffer n torturing myself....

Say real i really dun lik tat feel....

Everyday went home i oso lik same, no mood or moody~

Seen hate my life gua~

Dun ask me y....???

Cos tis few days de post oso abt myself... I hate!!

Haiz... maybe is hse problem... oso can is my mental down problem...

Fortunely, Fren duno...

If they knw, thn i whole day will let them keep asking y i lik tis a... or say dun say la... all kind of tis thing....

Thn panda will teh me agn....xD

If is panda teh nvm leh.... bt duno y wei chuan tis few days at bus sat vf me alway lik to teh me....

Still wan teh lik girl... Me oso beh tahan adi... ask him let me go out i wan change place he dun let...-_-'''

Yer~

Haiz...

I oso duno y will lik tis geh???

Last time even hw nt happy oso, at skul oso can lik normal vry happy de....

Bt thn nw... me change adi... nvr lik last tiem so happy...!!!

Maybe last time oni act lik happy gua... thn nw oni is real me...

I dun lik to change until lik tis.... I hate it!!

Not oni lik tis...

Nw oso less to talk abt myself to panda...

If last time can say non-stop, many to say...

Bt nw dun lik to say a lot, often keep it...

Sometimes wanted to say bt at last oso din say until...

N thn nw oso.. gt thing oso oni knw to be silent....

I duno is tis a gud or bad habit???

Juz wanna to chnage, bt hard....

Other reason oso bcos of fight vf parents last few days...

haiz.... sad...T^T

Wan hw??

Cry... cant cry....

Shout... dun wan be soh po

Hug pple... later pple say mouless

Sam fu a....

i dun wan lik tis anymore....

i wan die if keep lik tis....

haiz....

对安全感【麻木】的女孩……累了……

……女孩……

……总是没有安全感的活在这冷冷的世界……

……每次都需要一个柔柔的东西让她拥抱着……

……女孩……

……不是因为没有人爱……

……而是对安全感失去了信心……

……也因为被安全感骗过很多很多次……

……女孩……

……曾经是如此相信着安全感……

……它每次都在骗女孩……

……因为拥有的只是恐惧感……

……女孩……

……为什么……

……现在觉得没有安全感的存在……

……现在总是想要紧紧地搂着一个能让她觉得温暖的东西……

……现在不敢再相信【直觉】这两个字……

……现在不想要那同情的眼神……

……现在不敢再讲太多关于过往的事情……

……女孩……

……最想要的……

……她的熊熊抱抱（温暖抱抱）……

……她的同情……

……她的呵护……

……她的爱心……

……她给的 kiss kiss……

……她做女孩一辈子的老婆仔……

……他是我信任的宝贝……

……别怪女孩……

……不是你/妳没有给到他安全感……

……是因为女孩对安全感这门失去了它原有的信心……

……因为【安全感】对女孩来说是个虚情假意的东西，根本不真实……

……曾经因为【安全感】，哭了好多好多好多次……

……曾经因为【安全感】，女孩伤得太深……

……可能看到我blog的人都觉得女孩讲的都很假……

……可是这都是真心话……

……要找回【安全感】……

……可能就真的只有女孩知道在哪里……

……可是，【安全感】已被女孩藏到一个连他自己也找不到的迷宫里……

……伤得太深，再也不敢相信【安全感】……

……又有谁愿意陪伴女孩找会【安全感】？……

Tis few days duno wat happen???

Wat happen to me a????

Tis few days after skul reach home thn damn no mood...haiz... sad..Y.Y

Who can buy me my favorite chocolate??? bt dun ask wat i lik type to eat.... haiz....

Tis i think oni 9700 n panda knw oni....haha

So pls leng zaii n leng luii dun tell a...^^

Nowadays, so no mood whn reach home....

Nvr talk a lot n dun wan to talk a lot oso...

Dad n mum say me become lik ghost lik to 顶嘴...

Cin cai wat they say la... no energy to fight back adi.... I DUN CARE!!!!

Why i will 顶嘴!!!! Cos the thing i din do wrong so i fight back, u all can say i sui lui a... But tis is wat i am, cos i knw is i din do wrong wat for u all wan scold me!!! Stupid a..>,<'''

Juz say yesterday la....

Whn i was playing the com, my auntie called my mum ask her hw to burn disc la....

my mum duno hw ma thn ask me, ok lo i say la. Bt my auntie de format nt same de ma. My com is window 7 n her's is vista. N thn i oso nvr use her com to do tat thing b4 ma, hw i knw?? i oni burn disc using my com oni. Damn shit... thn she wan use com see hw to press n tell my auntie he to burn disc lo. Ok lo she wan use gave her used lo, bt thn she cannot say purperly da? Wan use thn suddenly came n scold me, WAT MEANING U!!! I gt self-esteem de lo....!!!>,<''''

Duno y so gek tat time, straight figth back say liao:" U WAN USE CANNOT SAY PURPERLY DA, SIMPLY SCOLD PPLE...屌（say soft she din heard)!! Thn she came n beat me adi.... I oso dun care, i knw she goin to beat me adi de. i sat thr wait her come a!!! Nvr scare b4... I SUDAH BIASA LET MY MUM BEAT.... TIADA RASA ADI!!!! Tat time she still wan slap me timh.... i wait her come n slap me a. SO WAT!!! Thn dad came ask her dun beat adi, oni she stop.

SAY SAY SAY...finish talk in phone vf my auntie liao.. thn scold me la... say me grow big adi lik ghost la wat la lik to 顶嘴 la... shit la.... Let her say la..... i dun care oso.... she alway say me lik rubbish la, useless la, damn la.... wat oso no use la..... hell i knw ur son vry clever la... behind top 10 oso gud boy, I KNOW!!! if me 1st# a, oso no brain de la... u think i duno meh...cos u oni sek ur son. wat oso ur son gud ur son clever.

I oso duno me isit ur daughter?? u alway treat me lik tat... beacause of u, make me hate my life starting from nw!!! Evrytime i ask daddy can i go out vf fren?? thn u say cannot thn i cant go..T^T... ur son a...!!! 8 yrs old oni a.. he say every weekend wan go ply vf his fren a... u giv. KNS!!! last time i 8 yes old oso nvr likt is... damn u la!!!

Starting the day ur son born thn u oni sek him, ok lo... nvm i knw cos he smaller thn me ma. NEVERMIND!!! alway oso lik tis de la.... i oso dun care liao.... sudah biasa la....

Alway beat me more thn beat him cos oso he smaller thn me ma... wat la....!!!

Ok l nw say dun let me use com... so wat dun use mai dun use lo.. u thought i scare a... u duno oni ma, my hp can on fb can sms... stupid!!! Thn ask ur CLEVER son a dun touch my phone even daddy oso no face giv!! from nw whn i go skul i keep the the until i came back... N thn ask ur son a dun so 3 8 a!! me sms, me msn, me facebook, NOT HIS BUISNESS!!! ask him SHUT UP, DIAM!! Today b4 dinner i adi scold him in front of u a!!! SAY LA... ntg to say me a... cos ur son 3 8, dou dou lan ye... i beh song him adi i told u!!!

NOW i no nit u care me no nit u sek me no nit u tong qing me!!! I told u la... i will try to get out tis hse whn i grow big whn i get a lot a lot of money. Thn time i'll show u I AM NT WAT U ARE THINK!!! USELESS, RUBBISH, NO BRAIN!!! i can do better thn ur son 100 times.. i wan u regret wat u say me today!!! U SURE WILL [ REGRET] !!!!!

Nw i oni nit daddy, fren, panda,9700 n dear....

they nvr scold me, bully me, beat me....

they even care me, sek me, be vf me...

i no nit wat u say.... I hate... i bored!!!

haiz... i dun wan so gek adi... i wan chocolate make me cheer up agn...

who can help me buy???

i giv back money...

panda, i wan chocolate a!! i wan kiss kiss da...hehe^^

I Like Phoe Bee♥

I Like Phoe Bee!!!...♥

Lolx.... She so yeng lo..^^

I lik her so much adi from nw....hehe

today recess she so yeng a!!!

she is the 1st person tat dare to kacau my baba whn he was eating de....hahaha....pro man i lik u bee...♥

Actually today she came here to us is to talk n poke vf panda... cos she is panda darling..hehe

But then duno y suddenly baba go n said wat person thn she vey gek liao....( secret)

Bee hit the table...>,<'''... bee angry jor... scare o...xD

Thn baba agn gek her.. say until her hp... ask her nw she use wat brand de hp...

xD.... baba giv bee scold agn...

bee say her hp lost oso haven told her mum...

Say until me jor... W995

Say wat big la wat la... thn bee ask me:" eh, u wan beat him ant?u still can tahan da?... if me a, i vry early thn slap him adi lo!''....xD

tat time i juz point my head cos i drinking...^^

Forget wat baba say adi... bee take my cup. i thought she wan ate ice ma, so gave her.

Bt nt, she go n take the ice to throw my baba...lolx....

throw throw throw thn i say:" 猪肠粉加冰(zhu chang fen add ice)."

WAH~~ phoe bee really throw the ice into my baba zhu chang fen thr....xD

baba.. gt a bit beh song de. say me:" u ah...haiz."

bt is bee so he nvr angry^^

throw throw xia... bee go another place adi thn xiao hei take the cup of ice...

whn phoe bee came back ask whr the ice thn say whr is the cup...xD

baba a...haiz..purposely wan make bee angry de lo...lolx

tat time bee wan throw the whole cup of ice in bab zhu chang fen liao.... cos bab say dun a!! thn she din throw...xD

Funny... that we go le....

I Like Phoe Bee adi!!!!

No pple dare to do tat whn baba was eating, if nt sure giv scold lik hell... pro man...XD

Bee goin to be my idol liao...hahaha^^

分手後必看 用心去看（不分男女的）Facebook

不要因为他/她对你好才接受他/她，可能他/她是对你真心的……

好好珍惜你的男/女朋友……

一段感情得来不易……

【珍惜】

我不爽……我的真心话……♥

嘿～
今天就只睡了6个小时……累v_v
其实不是我想睡6个小时的，今天是自己自动醒的>,<'''
气到我死将!! 看看钟，只是11点多。而且昨天5点才睡!!!

累到……

算了……反正睡不着了就玩电脑囖……

嘿……原来玩电脑也会闷的咯～

爸妈和弟很早就出去了，我在家睡觉没人敢吵我，吵我的人肯定被我骂到死死下……连爸妈也一样....xD

玩到12点多，爸妈和弟回来了！

一直和朋友和宝贝们聊天……就没有东西做了，XDO又玩不到……T^T

朋友SMS来，本来不懂名的，问了原来是威廉……

衰了咯……被骂！！><'''

刚好那时爸爸拿着我电话给弟弟玩的……他SMS来！平时爸爸不喜欢我一直SMS，他没有看到就没理，可是这次他拿着我就死！！！那时又没有威廉电话，他SMS有不讲是谁。爸爸拿他电话打电话去骂他……惨到……

爸爸问他做么一直SMS来！有事SMS来就不用紧，不然就打电话来！不要有事没事就SMS来！还讲我不得空……一开口就很凶……嘿……威廉还讲他没有SMS我，反而给我爸爸讲到更惨！

盖了电话，就到我了！我的天啊！都讲是朋友，爸爸就是不信。我被他骂到狗血淋头……我那时都不懂要怎样定会他！终止，就是很讨厌爸爸这样对我！连SMS都不可以，酱爸，你买电话给我搞屁啊！>,<'''....不要跟我讲只是为了方便什么屁话，我听到很闲了！以前到现在都是这样，不是因为它是W995，我很久就想把它扔进“马桶”！！！

你还敢讲我为什么你讲话每次都很不爽酱！都不是你！因为你每天在我面前check我的信息，根本就没有尊重过我！为什么我和Mummy讲话没有和你讲话酱气？因为Mummy即使看到我信息也最多讲我几句也没有在我面前check我的信息！！

每次讲为了我好……为了我好！这我都知道，爸爸很疼我，这一切我都知道！你怕我学坏、你怕我会认识到那些LALA、你怕设个怕那个的，就足以让我觉得很辛苦…… 让我觉得你在约束我认识朋友……每次讲我爱玩，我自己也知道～

爸……其实我很想说……我知道你很关心我，可是交朋友、会不会学坏……我自己知道。如果我交朋友不对你讲我知道，就不要讲我朋友什么这个那个。会不会学坏……爸，如果学坏现在就有很多surat amaran了，如果学坏我现在就不会在2 Jati，如果学坏考试就不可能会觉得自卑在这次考到15名，而不是10名以内！

人家都说……中学的孩子是朋友重要过家人。为什么呢？其实我觉得，不管怎样每个人的心还是有家人的。上了中学也一样，只是没有在对家人说学校发生的事情，只会对朋友说，对朋友诉苦。上了中学为什么大多数的人都会叛逆？因为家人很唠叨？唠叨也只是关心，不像我们行叉踏错……

当成熟后，就会觉得“家人”不管你是怎样的，他们都会在你身边。可是朋友不一定会……

爸……我知道……我会做……我会努力……这次我讲好， 【我要考到6个A（最少）】

因为这个家，都看我了，我会加油！

我成绩好的话进scince class，爸，我也告诉过你我的自愿……牙医

如果不行，就读工商或酒店管理……

【人因梦想也伟大】

Wat So Happy Today?...♥

Today wait panda came... Thn go Ajimal yam cha...We sat vf luii yan n 9700...^^

9700 so gud o.... he pay 4 us wat we order...hahaha... 几好人～...^^

So funny la... 995...9700...995...9700..XD

We 2 sot sot de... Thn panda say 9700 dun lik tis!! Wa so gud o~ say sorry o...hahaha....

Panda say him say wat sorry har?? LoLx... 9700 say sorry lo, dun lik tis la...hahaha

Me laugh dao... aiyer~ 9700 so listen to panda de o...??? hahahaha....

Thn order things to drink la... 2 Limau ice... wait damn long lo...-_-'''

9700 ask agn lo... thn came adi... Thn!! problem came adi... 1st time came 2 limau ice... thn suddenly came 2 agn...lolx... we all oso duno wat happen..xD.... ask the pple take back, he dun wan choi 9700...so bad....><

9700 ask me wan eat wat ant?? i dun wan...so juz drink lo... wan buy sweet de... bt finish liao o...

Thn go lo... saw phoe bee...XD

Phoe bee ask me n panda go yam cha agn...-_-'''..... juz oni pay money thn go drink agn..xD

Me n panda duno y keep looking at her... she ask us wat happen y we lik tat de? panda say cos she too leng luii liao... I agree too, Phoe bee damn leng luii de^^

See ntg do so go back skul lo...

Thn panda bring the pillow juz" wan to slp"...-_-'''

LoLx... i ply ply ply...hug hug hug... thn a damn pengawas came n ask me go out... stupid i oso nvr do anything ask me go out... chi sin... i damn beh song her!!! >,<

Suan liao lo... dun choi her keep sat at thr.... walao Cik Lim came liao...thn ask me go out, say y i bring a.... i say nt mine oso... thn ask panda go out la... teacher say she giv Pn. Shirley thn after skul go find her take back....==... ma fan...

Today PJK... shuang la... so long din ply volleyball liao.. miss it..^^

2 years din ply thn tis year go out for competition make hand gt a lot bruise... so yong sui >,<

Bt nw ply no bruise adi lo..^^... bt hands to hit the ball gt muscle liao.... yer~ girl gt muacle weird leh i dun lik...!!! Anyway today okok shuang la... hehe...bt ply vf classmate they nt vry knw hw to ply, nt vry vry vyr shuang la... cos alway must go take ball waste a lot time...

Bt funny is today duno who go hit Vivian back side...xD whn the boys playing basketball..hahah...

We ply volleyball at the basketball court... the cars around it are so un fortunely let us hit unitl so so so many times.... LoLx....

Today went apologize... funny... Thanks for forgive...^^

Recess tat time weird... lou dou lik gt a bit nt happy jiang....

N panda oso.... ask her u nt happy a?? thn she smile...-_-''' b4 ask her... saw her lik very sad... haiz....

For me today juz okok...ntg to happy at... Juz lik normal lo... Ntg vry special de...^^

I Know I Wrong Aready... Sorry la....T^T

Haiz...sorry la.... sorry la... sorry la... pls dun angry me la.... sorry la....

I kwn i do wrong tis time... i apologize la... u wan me do wat oso can pls dun angry.... wan angry oso oni angry me la.... dun make urself no mood la.... sorry la.... u lik tis i so sad de la... haiz....T^T

I knw u today angry about wat de, u sms tat time u haiz thn i knw. I kwn i do lik tat nt gud, i wat oso dun wan tell u oso me wrong. I dun wan tell u tat time cos dun lik to say smt in front of other pple, juz wanna to tell u de. Anything happen i oso will tell u, bt dun lik to say it in front of other pple. Tat time u ask me wat happen i say ntg cos wei chen beside u, wei chen oso knw liao. bt he oni knw a bit oni. Go back home i sure will tell u or no pple around i oso will tell u de.

Today u come n ask me isit i angry whn u shout loud tat time whn u in class?? U say leh??? Sure nt... cos i knw wat u say n i oso nvr listen unil whn u shout, is my classmates told me de... I knw u came n ask me juz scare i dun lik oni bt i wont de la, cos i knw u juz care 4 me.

Sorry la....

I knw u care me more thn i care u... All tis i oso can feel dao de. Started from the 1st day thn i knw adi. U alway will come for me whn i am sad whn i need u. I knw i alway nvr ask a lot abt u nvr care more thn u care me, bt i still vry care 4 u de... juz 嘴硬 dun lik to say oni...

If i ask a lot i scare u will felt me vry fan so nvr ask a lot... scare u dun hav freedom if i do lik tis... lik trap u in the cage thn u will suffer liao de.... so i dun wan u lik tis so nvr ask a lot.

U knw me more thn i knw u... all tis i oso knw de... even u lik wat i oso duno... Nw i vry disappointed to myself cos i duno a lot a lot a lot abt u. Me more useless thn u....

Today u wan help me, i knw... i knw... all tis i oso knw!!!! Bt y i ask wei chen dun kacau them cos dun wan make smt worser n worser... U angry is correct de, cos i din tell u. Bt pls dun say urself useless la...pls.....T^T......lik tat u make me vry no mood.... cos me make u felt urself lik tis...

U say i wat oso dun wan tell u, u wan help me oso cannot, felt urself vry useless... whn u say tis thing me tutioning tat time wan cry adi... bt bcos tution i dun dare to cry oni.... If u felt angry will let u felt better thn u angry, me ntg de.

Bt lucky u at last oso ntg adi...

Very sorry today... Next time if gt anything happen i sure will tell u de. I promise.... Bt dun ask me in front of other pple... lik tis i wont say... N dun say urself useless la... u vry important to me..... Dun lik tis la... If i can do wat to make u happy back de, i sure will do de if u will happy back agn... Wat i wan is juz see u evryday oso happy oni.... So pls dun moody agn la... I alway be vf u de....

YOU ARE IMPORTANT TO ME.....

My W995

OHHH YEAH!!!!

W995... Nw you is my 1!!!!

Today after skul faz faz go bath adi thn go go Ampang atke my DREAM PHONE!!! W995...^^

Cant Wait CAnt Wait!!!...hahaha....

So love my W995... i Wait for u so long adi....LOLX... Me sot adi...

Thnx DADDY!!! THANK YOU THNAK YOU....

DADDY ask me wan Aino or W995 bt at last i oso choose adi W995 cos i dun lik touch screen phone...

DUn envy me a... hahah... perasan liao... bt veli to happy adi...

Tonight wan hug it to slp adi....^^

W995 I LOVE YOU!!!!

我真的已经很辛苦了...i am really suffer now....

....

Today opening duno wat to say, so juz write....

Duno wat to say, duno wat to write... Bt think to update smt on my blog. Tis few day wat had i wrote oso kindna sad. Bt in front fren still can act lik ntg, i think i am MAD adi!!

Wake up vry early today cos wanna go to panda hse. Reached her hse, she haven wake. lolx...

11 smt go skul thn take taxi go carefour vf boh chu n panda. Go thr to brough preasent for my fren birthday party n boh chu go brough her mother birthday preasent too. Walk a long time, think to buy a bear bear bt at last oso nvr brough the bear....

12.45 reach Ajimal. Go thr eat things, hungry n tasty!!! Never saw him so dun care liao lo, thn eat vf panda. At the beginning, we 2 thought they broke they promise so vry beh song. Bt they nvr broke they promise oso. Aclty they 2.. 1 go of when 12.30 n another 1 leh is see wrong time adi, panda said 12.30 bt he saw until 11.30...-_-'''

Haiz...
I never angry la... really never angry oso. Juz never saw him when me at Ajimal!! Me wont be angry abt tis kind of small thing lo... Dear, why u so scare me angry u de??? I told u before adi ma... to u i wont so easy angry.

Today cry.... i oso duno why wan cry lo??? Hug my bag thn tears came out, i dun think to cry bt my feel n my heart let me dun to. So sad... i oso duno wat happen to me tis few days?? Quite moody bt still looks lik normal. WAT HAPPEN TO ME???? Who can tell me how??? Wat can i do now???

She duno say wat... i never listen whn i hugging my bag. Whn i raise up my heard, she ask me the 1st thing is...

She:" wat happen to you?"

Me:" nothing, juz vry tired abt it."

She:" you vry worry abt him isit?"

Me:" no, nt tis. Nothing...!! ....

(Juz be silent never said anythings...)

【我很辛苦】

Nowaday, i dun lik to say a lot by myself adi... And thn felt myself really changing slowly.

Felt lik never smile a lot n nvr think abt things tat make me headache...

I duno isit tat a gud thing or a bad thing??? Confuse abt it...

After tis, he keep explain to me... actly he adi say ma, me never angry oso. Really nvm de la...

I knw u vry care me, at the same time oso scare me will angry u too... me wont so easy angry de la, if gt a reason i still will listen de... so dun so scare la^^... u care me i oso will care u de...♥

NOW, i oni will respect the pple tat respect me too!!! If do something tat make i dun lik, so i wont do anything juz be silent n dun lik to talk to tat person anymore... There's all, n easy!!!! Panda said me to friendly adi lo, i think ya, yes oso me too FREINDLY!!! Too friendly adi, many pple wont respect me... Alway do smt tat i dun lik bt i still can smile at them... BULL SHIT!!! I wont do tat ANYMORE!!! A.N.Y.M.O.R.E!!! I AM BORED ABOUT IT!!! people alway make fun at me, bt me still can treat them so gud lik ntg!!! BT nw i wont do tat AGAIN!!!

【人的忍耐性也是有限的】

我明明就很想大声说……

心里总是有些话很想说，可是就是说不出来……

最近都很累……都睡够啊……可是还是这么累……

这几天总觉得心事重重的，憋在心里面的感觉很痛苦……

心事多得都不是很想在讲了。讲了也是没有用的……

这么久以来，就只有她—我最用心聆听我说话的人。就认识她7个月，很相信她。很多秘密都只会跟她说。对水瓶座的我来说，我不容易相信人，一旦我相信你就会永远的相信你；相反的，如果出卖我，把我的秘密告诉被人，我就永远的不再信你……就这么简单！

进来,都很少告诉她了。可能是不懂要说什么吧？

唯有她，才知道我在什么情况下是很不开心的，就只有她最明白我……

就连panda和宝贝也不知道，我在什么情况下是最不开心的，因为我天天都是笑着对你们的……我想我说得对吧？只有我知道panda什么时候不开心，宝贝也是♥

今天她问我：“翠宁，你今天好像有点不对劲噢！！你为什么不说话的？你今天很怪也！！”

我还真的败给她了!!! 她怎么就这么厉害啊？就只是小小的举动，一眼就看穿我～

嘿～趴在桌子，闭上眼睛，就问了我这句话，好厉害！……嘴硬……讲了：“没有啦！只是很累不想讲话。”

她一酱讲，就转过去跟她讲话咯……不想让他觉得我真的不对劲……

嘿～闷闷的……

有时候，都不懂自己在笑什么？

笑的时候没有笑的感觉……就只是随便笑……幸运是，每次都没有人发现。因为不开心也是笑的……是这样吧……没有人会知道，也没有人会问……我也不用说太多，说了自己不开心而已……

嘿～

『不笑』有时候不代表不开心……

『笑』有时候也不代表开心……

在笑下去也没有意义……我宁愿不笑……就让一天的过去……

她曾说，开心都要过一天，不开心也要过一天，为什么你就不要选择笑着过每一天呢？

以前我就是这样想，就选择了笑着过每一天……可是，现在我开始就的我的【笑】都很假……不想再这样了，它让我觉得很虚伪……我不会在选择笑着过每一天，就笑得那么假。应该笑就会用心的笑……可能这样我会找会刚刚和你在一起的时候的笑容吧？

就觉得那一瞬间我笑得最用心的……

那一瞬间的【微笑】

^^ShiNy MoNday^^

WOO HOO!!!.... ^^...haha... Wat a nice monday...LoLx....

Duno y so happy lo =D!!! NO reasons... Cos happy oso no nit reason de la...hahaha....

Haha... Juz wake thn gt a delicious breakfast waiting for me to eat it...^^

After finish ate my breakfast thn gt prepare to skul...^^

Oh!!! Damn tired today... So sleepy a... -_-zzZZ... Hav a slp on the bus.... shuang bus gt air-con...^^

So funny lo.... Ownself dear oso cant recognize... hahaha... nobb nobb de me...>W<

Whn he trun back oni i saw tat is him... 笑死我... Bt reli after he cuts his hair reli cant recognize him from his back lo... bt new hair style is ok la...^^

zzZZ... 1st period thn slp at the class a while... 1st period is MORAL... damn sienz lo...-_-zZZ

Teacher gave homework faz faz do adi thn go OI OI lu...xD... sleepy pig...

Oni slp a while, haiz... damn tired la... duno wat happen oso... stupid la...

OMG!!! Fren ask to borrow math excercise book oni i think i din brough today...cham lo tis time sure gt beat liao la....haiz

Haiz.. Gave teacher beat a today..pain pain lo..T^T

Ownself shui lo.... din brough the excercise book la....haiz...

So long oso din let teacher beat liao lo.... so PAIN a!!!!

Hehe today most funny is doing the experiment in the scince lab la..^^

So impossible leh... the duno wat de liquid add in drops of soduim hydroxide will trun it colour from purple to blue thn green... so nice colour oso neh... 0^0!!

Tis experiment do 2 time haha... 1st time fail liao.... the paip spoilt de... hua kean turn until can turn oso keep dripping de... nobb thing... 1st experiment from purple trun blue thn trun yellow thn trun red liao...haha... so fun oso...^^

WOO skul day finish lu... haha sot liao..

Went up bus vf wei jun... 2 oso wan do the same things..xD

The things is to eat potato chips..haha... cant site in front after will gt scold so go behind eat...haha

Eat until so shuang...^^

Reach home... hav my dinner thn go slp lu...

Funny is to tired haven bath thn slp liao...yer~ so dirty....

Until 9 smt oni wake thn beh tahan liao faz faz go took a warm water bath...wa shuang n clean o...

Opps!! 1msg was show on my hp... is him^^

Slp adi late reply... promise wan sms de bt slp adi... cos to tired adi...sorry o...^^

Actly today was quite happy de lo..^^

Nothing to sad at if evryday oso can see until him...

【For You... Without You... Bcos of YOU...】

For you i can dun wan self-esteem

For you i can dun wan face

For you i can dun wan wealthy

For you i can dun wan wat i had now

Without you i will be sad

Without you i will be annoy

Without you i will cry

Without you i cant be happy

Without you i cant smile anymore

Without you i cant stay

All to me is juz bcos of YOU...

My dear....

I KnoW ThaT.....

Today went for the singing competition tat held in our skul. Quite dissopointed oso, bt is ok, cos i knw tat i try my best adi.... i put my effort on it oso nvr so sad...

Whn reach home juz a bit sad oni la, nt a lot la....All my dear were ask ing me wat happen??

din say anything juz say..haiz....

Nvr get anything bt take experince.. oso ok la..^^

After competition, straight went to Carefour KTV..^^hehe

Nvr think abt sad things n no nit think oso la... many pple oso support me.... happy oso la...

Thnx to all frens n dear tat support me.. Really thnx u all... muakx

If have a next chance i will nvr let u all dissopointed^^

I do my best...YEAh!!!!

Really happy tat still have many frenz tat support me today really really happy...

OH!!!

Today go Ktv all oso boy de...-_-'''

Oni yoon yee 1 girl n me...haiz... bt fun oso a... knw more frens agn...hahaha

After KTV, almost 6 lu... Thn hungry la, go eat dinner hahaha......

Yoon yee n her bf sit together so dun wan be light bulb thn we all vry xing mu.. go anotehr table sit..xD

Aiyo me 1 girl wan sit vf 5 boy on 1 table to hav my dinner....pai seh leh ~~

Bt ok la.... they vry frendly oso.... can talk^^

They all ask for the result.... they were frighted i din get 1st#... aiyo wat la... me oso nt tat gud la.... say until lik tis ==

Bt still okok oni lo...

Reach Home at 7 smt... fetch fren oso....

Faz faz went for a bath, sitting on the sofa slowly went for a slp thr.... unitl 11 smt oni wake...

On facebook lu... ntg do ma... evryday oso lik tat de la..hahaha.... chat vf dear n frens^^

Haiz Haiz Haiz... tis is wat i say when i chat vf dear n frens..haha aclty after slp i really ntg liao lu.... nvr so mind de la... juz the 1st time ma...is ok... slp adi ntg liao la....

I would lik to tell all my dear tat i nvr so sad n me is ok n better nw, pls dun be so worry to me.... I'm a strong girl, right? I alway think positive de a^^.... Frens tat knw me oso noties tat i less angry n sad oso.... I will be happy alway i promise n swear too... lolx...

To all dear n frens tat support me today.... I ♥ YOU

【宝贝，朋友们……我爱你】

……落汤鸡……

Aiyo.... today rain heavily.....!!!!!!!

Today 1st n 2nd period my class had to stay at dewan thr to wait the time pass....

Bt a "good" girl lik me, sure wont stay at dewan de la...xD

Thn i ask fren follow me walk here walk thr lo....

STUPID LIAO LA NW!!! RAIN UNTIL SO HEAVY!!!!

Ok la.... nvm la... me still vry dry so keep walk la....

Walao.... more n more wrost!!!

Still dun care oso.... keep walk la.....

Stupid.... suddenly rain until so geng... thn faz faz go class take thing thn go toliet lo....

Walao.... no nit a while a.... me n my frens whole shirt wet dao a..... chi sin liao la...!!!...T^T

Thn dun wan go down la... find place to sit down lo...

YER~~ the rain so horrible lo.... corridor oso flood liao... whr can walk o...haiz...T^T

So funny is.... my fren a.... shout shout shout!!!! duno wat so scare.... scare oso no nit shout de ma, oni rain until vry heavy....xD

Thn ask them sit down dun move lo... SO COLD A!!!! ~.~

HAHAHA...^^

Tat time vry cold ma.... me n my frens hug together...^^ warm^^

My lou gong zai n panda oso gt hug me oso.... cos they all oso wet liao...LOL!!!

Bt still vry cold oso.... haiz...

Who can giv me warm.... haiz... no 1 oso cos my class de all oso wet wet de....

More damn is whn i'm oso cold they go on the fan to no.5!!! T^T.... so so so cold a.....Arh...5555....

Tat time duno wan hug wat oni wont so cold... so hud my bag lo....haiz... so cham a....

Leg n hand so cold thn i knw i sure will flu liao de la...arh!!!!

Whn back home straight go bath hot water..... wa... shuang liao....comfortable^^

Haiz...

Shit la... Flu liao lo tis time....T^T

Juz wish tat tmr will be better.....

I dun wan to be sick.....

Hope Flu will be well soon...T^T

Juz finish watching [Titanic], watched few time adi, bt still so nice to me....

Haiz... Why nvr had a happy de????

So sad lo....Her man die in front of her....

It will alway be the best movie to me.... nothing gonna replace it.... nvr.... damn nice!!!!

Haiz....