i choose

in this world no one will treat you the best 

except your parents and some of the wonderful partners 

long ago 

i choose the way 

the way that makes me cry 

the tears makes me strong 

when you were Infancy 

your parents will woke up and get you milk 

when you were childhood 

your parents will let their hands and ask you to stand up again 

when you were the youngster

your parents will told you must study well

when you were adulthood 

your parents may looking you walk away with him/her 

when you were old age 

you may regret or you will miss them 

all this long....

i choose 

i choose to be quite

i choose to work hard 

i choose never miss concentrate

i choose to fall down and up alone again 

but what i can't choose is 

..........

everything around will change 

even the air around us 

time...

it can mix up alot 

it can change alot 

i hope time won't change something important to me 

i can't caught it 

i can't hold it 

i just using my heart to keep it 

♥

I need Chocolate

sad people eat more chocolate

maybe i need that too 

just now was a bit upset 

i been never really eat seen 10am at school recess until 8pm

haiz.... going tuition also get scolded :'(

so ngam Ah Soon had chocolate with him

Kit Kat Dark

OMG 100% nicer then the normal one

i was asking him where did he brought 

he said his mum brought it - - 

1st this i ate Kit Kat Dark, freaking nice man!! 

before that...

he friends said something 

i looking at her, she shocked XD

but that time i really no mood

she said

" cui ling, why u "gut" me? sorry lo."

i was o.0? i got gut you meh? 

maybe the smile looks fierce 

ate many chocolate 

but controlled 

Ah Soon said...

"you ate so many a, later seng seng say i make you fat a."

LMAO!! 

but that time to hyper liao~

argue with the teacher XD

make until the whole class also laugh seii 

anyway~

chocolate may helps 

but not to eat too much :D

sleep time~

night 

tata!! :DD

Dumb~

Everyday was asking the Geografi Projek from me 

>.

Kay! i am finished the Projek but my house no printer 

almost 6 people come asked me for it to photostat 

keep ask when i going to print it out 

Please la... Don't run to me just because to Fucking Projek 

T.T i also want fast but i can't

------------------------------------------------

while i'm waiting for the tutition centre's van 

a boy came to ask for number ==!!

i gave him GRR!! 

because that time i alone sit at the stairs there wait for the van 

suddenly he came 

kept on ask me for number

gave him already >.<

said... "tonight i call you a."

no brain, i only "orh."

i also never say i will pick up :P

so tonight anyone called me 

sorry i won't pick up

except my friends

no name~ 

" tu~tu~tu~"

having 2 tuition 

until 8 only finish 

~haiz~

面具

今天不应该去学校

那只是那浪费时间

一整天根本就没有老师来上课

和怡在班聊天

突然他来问我一些东西

……（无可奉告）……

都说了我最近真的很忙

为什么摇头??...感觉告诉我，这全都是我的错，是吗??

不是我不，而是真的很忙……

最近我 这样，真的对不起

……看了的人可能是和你说，可是你不会知道我们的谈话……

因为这句话，弄到我很没有心情了

都是我不好……

我知道……

……算了吧……

过去的事

差不多一整天都在学校游荡

无所事事

俊右gor 他好像太喜欢“mie”我的脸了吧

每次都一定弄下我才让我走

我知道我的脸很有肉感啦 :P

可是会痛的咯!!

还要好像用完全力哦 >.<

放学去ajimal

和俐晶一起

过后wei jia, shaun 和文俊就来了

wei jia 和shaun都问了一样的东西

他们似乎很想他哦 XD

回家咯～ 

～闷～

Fast... Pre-order!! :))

it pass very fast 

now 5pm alraedy

then later dinner then sleep 

tomorrow school again 

left 1week >.

how i going to study by facing the computer :P

i trying to stand 

because this time going to get the report card 

@@ mum coming (maybe)

-------------------------------------------

i am going to Pre-Order the shirt 

micky and the kitten 1st~ 

cause scare mum will scold if i one time buy 6 shirt XP

j154 white

OR

j154 grey

 

and this also~ 

j292 grey

OR

j292 white

*every code has the link, click it to have further view

*每个代号都能联系到购网，点击以得到更多资讯

hard to choose cause all also nice XD

i am too tam sam haha....

help a hand? 

守护天使

守护天使……真的存在着?

漂浮在茫茫大海
又会雪中送炭的人?

我找到了，对吧?
:) 我知道……

有着那份快乐
也是因为守护天使

你会离我也去?

我不想

只知道一个人就只有一个守护天使

时间

人生有多久让你活下去？

其实那也没有几长的时间

可能不好听的说

"你断命就只能活到50庚。"

"你长命就活到100寿。"

人生何长？时间又有许久？

短短的10年

说长也不是

说短也未必

长辈常说……

"人生会有多少个十年？"

有时在想……

为什么十年好像步行到火星似的长

可是一天就24小时，就如此的短

有时候觉得……

觉得遗憾

今天怎么就这样过了呢？

什么都没做到

就这样第二天即将开始

有时候期待……

期待着明天会更好

可是，往往都不是

现在15岁

我几时才会20呢？

还有5 年

它，会很久吗？

未来有会如何？

很多东西由不得我们去想

想象的也未必是未来

未来预料的

大多数都只是【不可能】

在校园要待多久？

12年

不加幼儿园，就还有3年就完了

大学生活会怎样？

4年

更积极？

半途而废？

一扑清光？

时间他就是这样

讲到快

看着钟，你会被它闷死

讲到慢

不知不觉，它就擦肩而过

嘿～

好好珍惜它吧

人生会有多少个10年？

多则100

少则50 

OH NO!!

lastly feeling to spend all $$ 

OH NO!!! 

shouldn't do that 

keep it for more useful things

never go out again 

save more $$ 

got $$ then only spend 

started from this week i'll HAN LUII 

trying to be like last time liao 

don't always go out 

spend $$ on useful things first 

other things?? considers...

2 months to go~

4 months to go~

After 6 months..... 

100% i kaya liao 

working after PMR 

now concentrate study 

planing for the end of the year~

1st. hope to get into Science class the top 3 classes 

2nd. working get $$ 

3rd. 1 year.... wish can la :))

4th. become taller 

5th. become 36 25 35... haha i knew i can't. become slimmer then OK

actually the last i never really think i will so care one
because of one person
dumb person -.-
make me care

next time only think further things....

exam NO. 1# for me

jia you ba :)

Buy It :D (shirt)

FROM: www.pgmall.my

buy it here :D

J101

J96

RM24

J109

RM20

 J292

Love this so damn much!! 

cat cat so cute 

RM20

 J177

cool!

RM24

J154

hoho!! Micky Mouse!!

RM18

J168

 sweet colour, NICE!!

RM17

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i think after i order 

use mum's account to bank in the $$ 

my mum gonna Fish me as well 

XD... but i also order liao 

mou ban fatt!! hahaha

man man buy :))
still need to buy product :P

I Want This Madly God!! :))

i always need them :P

pokai also nevermind la 

worth 

ANTI- PIMPLER!! @@

hada labo AHA/BHA exfoliating face wash

going to buy!

nano white toner

using... nice!

Nano White Omega Day Shield SPF 50

using... nice~

 Za new york whitening mask 

mahal sangat~

garnier aqua defense

finished ==

garnier aqua defense (day use)

get it yo!!

garnier light (night)

Gosh 2 day didn't apply night cream 

can't tahan liao >.

need you baby~

garnier eye-roll on

i pokai i also will buy u back!!

kill me bear bear eye -.-

damn nice!! 

make-up remover 

see 1st expensive leh!~

finding this!!! 

know where to sell it?? 

need~.~

The Chinese Chost Story

today didn't watch Scream 4 because over time liao 

so we watched The Chinese Ghost Story 

quite ok this movie 

about human in love to a evil spirit 

but the evil spirit is a good people and damn freaking leng luii 

  doesn't she look like an angel??
i agree that she is damn pretty
love her smile

started from here nice~

 this is the funniest part !!
XD... looking at the picture sure feeling sweet hor??
but we all laughed like hell
kiss until half wanted to lay down ma...
the board PATAH hahaha
fell down
but still continous NEXT ROUND
XD... laugh seii

fell down de next round XP

hahaha he was very shy!!! XDD

anyway it was nice also la
in the cinema me and poh leng didn't bought jacket
we 2 were freezing ~.~
too cold!!

later that we go mamak ate and drank
then puii her wait her dad come

going out with poh leng, fatt choi, tat meng is a fun things
but our brother tat meng didn't come today

kinda not happy about what HE said in the taxi
-.-'' so didn't even talked a things HE at there ngam 3 ngam 4

The End~

Smile!! :D

笑容

虽然它无处不在

一眼望去

笑容，就围绕在你的身边

笑容

它是亲切，它是慷慨

看到笑容，就会有希望

笑容

有时候笑容未必这么容易出现在脸孔上

有时候笑容出现也只是虚伪的

有时候伪装的笑容令人感觉难为

笑容

只要有它 

你试着笑出来

一个无穷的信念就在前方

更美好的事多会等待着开朗的心

笑容……它会太给你很多不可思议♥

Fun Day ^^

1st period Moral

Cik Cheng AGAIN -0-zzZ

haiz... damn sienz when having her class 

always ngam a lot things only she started to teach 

done all her work 

then.. sleep-0-!!

actually yesterday night i slept quite early 

but don't know why at 3am i auto woke up GRR!! 

morning too tired, slept until 6am 

at the last 2 period...

teacher didn't come 

wooho!! go canteen brought things to MAKAN 

me, bao bao, kye ci, bryan, siau lam 

teacher looing at us we never care her LOL!!

siau lam today BUAT SAYA JATUH 

LMAO~.... go pull my chair when i gonna sit on it 

actually my chair then she shout 

" oi!! 我要坐。" then pull liao 

lucky i didn't really da da li sit down if not a 

bone also patah XD

i still laughed with her!! haha ke siiao lo 

today bao bao they all going to J.Bieber's concert 

so good!! :))

bao bao love him until mad liao hahaha 

Juz Now FGA that girl called me 

go bluff her said i can't go cause exam :P

if i asked also i can't go la

dad also don't like i go church de XP

ciiao :))

waiting for the better day 

with a bling of smile

XP

bought my earphone to school today 

haha... almost whole day listen song 

 wearing PJK shirt, my earphone white too 

teacher can't see hahaha

so shuang!! 

maths teacher looking at me 

i was listing song that time don't know she came 

she stood out the door @@

but she never scold me also 

haha!! cause i will be the best in class again 

i that time stupid go promise her -.-'''

 can't get then KNS liao me 

shouldn't went in to the Bola Tampar today

didn't go padang, asked us go balik matematik ==

sibeh sienz dao a!! 

regret :P

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my writting to fast 

but not nice macam doctor's writting XD

tutor also beh tahan me hahaha

going tuition now :DD 

bye~ :)

the bright day :))

today we took class photo 

sure very yong suii :P

out clas teacher Pn.Hazira damn funny

she took photo with our monitor 

1st she took with bao bao our ketua 

then she took with kar hang our penolong ketua 

when she taking the the camera wanted to take photo with kar hang..

kar hang said...

"yer~不要啦，很喂咯。"

our teacher is malay but she know chinese 

teacher said... 

"eh, apalah!"

kar hang said again...

"cikgu tak mau la."

teacher said....

" EH!! MAU!!~"

haha go and push him close to her 

kar hang so cham and so mian qiang 

XD

feeling that i am to pro helping my friends drew their hands

haha.... they almost everyday also asked me to draw the fake scar on their hands

they said....

" eh cui ling, you can be dresser liao!! damn like really scar!"

LOL!!

i just using pen and highlight to draw only leh~

the do experiment 

kar hang is the white rat XD

took his hand draw until like give people beat until very geng 

here scar there scar and a lot 黑青 

but fake de la... i drew it :D

kar hang i remember you geh!!

today at scince lab play scissor la 

so nice to play hor!!! 

play play xia cut until my hair >.

nevermind let me cut back your front hair 

hahaha !! 

slept until to shuang liao today

bao bao took her iPod Nano to school 

cute and small

i listen until oioi liao @@ 

maybe too tired :P

tata~... tuition then 

bye! :))

Scream 4!!

this friday going to watch this!! 

tat meng said poh leng see until she cried @@

walao yeh poh leng also will see until cried 

then me mai see until die 

XDD

can't wait to watch this weeh~

friday poh leng coming my house to bath then we go MBO watch this 

feeling to ask more people but all TAKUT 

hahaha...!!

i scare i monday scare until never come 

voice also don't have then seii lo 

haha 

can't wait to watch this 

SCREAM 4 

 gonna watch you!! :D

-0-zzZ

hahaha!! cute... macam how i sleep :D

today tired -0-

after perhimpunan then Sejarah 

Oh fish >.

still 2 period that 1 

gonna die 

me, siau lam and kar hang kept on tahan tahan tahan 

then suddenly teacher asked use to read 

later she wanted to ask question @@

walao yeh from form 1 until now....

i read until Sejarah 100% want sleep 

already sleepy de la 

still read o.o.... the word like floating 

she finished Bab 4 asked us do our own thing 

wuyor!! behind all sleep together XD

nice! hahaha...

last period maths 

playing with art XD

they asked me to draw their hand 

draw the scar :))

all never listen what teacher said 

math homework don't know how to do 

OMG!!

again all copy answer :P

reached home 

eating bao bao

 bath lo

dad asked 

"why so long only come out, sleeping inside a?"

i answer 

"no arh... swimming inside only ma."

haha actually puting treatment cream so took long time 

time to say bye :))

now sleep!! 

seii beh tired 

Got It!! :D

Great morning !!

woke up 11am 

went to PC fair KLCC

got a abang called me take photo @@

hakk seii me 

said what 

"a moi cantik ambil gambar la."

-.-''  chi sin 

today is the last day 

damn many people going @@

worst then the 1st day 

walking around 

the 1st thing asked mum brought was the Karpersky anti-virus 

i computer geh gonna expired 

so good lo buy Internet security free Anti-Virus 

then... when in to the "clubbing hall" 

haha... actually sale speaking and headset all those 

brought my new speaker 

Damn lucky !!! 

Kays story start XD

i chosen which 1 already then go counter take stock and pay lo

then my go and pay RM50 

i took the speaker already 

suddenly dad stood there also 

the worker there gave another speaker to my dad 

then i whisper 

" dii, took already la."

dad said

" go away la you, people gave still don't take meh, ben dan."

i was like @@ li hai ! 

BUY 1 FREE 1 

hahaha!!

nevermind keep it 

next time i got laptop i use :D

shuang seii!! hahaha 

helped yi meng brought his earphone 

expensive but bass not bad 

at there buy what also got free things  XD

but 1 thing not good is 

too many people hard to breath :P

next went to auntie's house 

i love my cousin's Hush Puppy 

haha cute!! 

no teeth still come bite me :P 

hold her front legs walk, dance with her 

mum also beh tahan me XDDD

2 days also went out until night only back 

2 days make-up also 

seii dek lo 

masking!! 

rest my skin now >.<

time to sleep la 

full filled weekend 

weeh~

yam cha at night

this is not my 1st time to sit at mamak yam cha 

but is my 1st time sitting at mamak with Bestties yam cha at night 

after dinner 

i asked dad can i go yam cha with friends

actually i am damn afraid that time >.<

but my dad nothing and never said what

but mum shouted so loud ==

at last dad fecth me go there also 

we all yam cha at school there de Ajimal 

i and poh leng never remove the make-up

from morning until just now 

they all askde us go night club a wear until like that  

LOL!! 

but me really wear until pergi clubbing :P 

sitting at there chat 

wtf lo! 

bobby and kar chun order what a 

Indu mee + susu 

yer!!! KNS so sticky 

too many $$ nothing to play 

-.-'' tat meng ate it! @@

still said

 "wah quite nice ma, sweet sweet de macam sperm."

yiu!! XP

see they order things damn funny

-air sejuk mau sejuk tak mau ice

-teh O ice apa pun tak mau, mau cawan sahaja! 

- roti boom! mau boom tak dah boom angkat balik a!

-oii roti tisu kenapa bukan warna putih punya ?

-eh, roti tisu boleh tambah lan jiao a? berapa a awak punya? 

-roti tisu pergi tambah sperm(susu) -.-''

-teh O ice + sperm(susu)

-ah long said "Oii bobby!收声咯，在吵拿你去宰啊,做ROTI ANJING!! 

XDDD 

still got a lot geh 

don't really remember is what

damn freaking funny lo 

the ah neh there also sot with them 

betul siiao XD

anyway shuang!! 

1st time mamak with 

-poh leng

-tat meng

-billy

-zi shan

-ah long

-bobby

-kar chun

-wei jun

most sot is bobby 

9.30 back 

went to auntie's house until 12 

walao never remove the make-up from morning until now seii dek >.<

reached home 15 minute to remove it :P

finally clean :DD

鬼也笑!! XDD

today morning went to watch Ghost MustBe Crazy

starting kept on laughed non-stop

ke siiao liao laugh dou 

walao yeh the soldier that part is the 1st part 

beginning seii laugh until part 2 only stopped 

sibeh funny 

1st time watched ghost movie laugh until so sot 

hahaha!! 

part 2 sienz de 

but also ok la a bit funny not like the part 1 

today going with 

-poh leng -

tat meng

-fatt choi

-zi shan

-billy 

-li cheng 

-li yoong 

- and 1 girl facebook call luii luii de 

lol i don't know what's her name 

we sat at the most back that sit 

most fei cai also we all that roll

semua laugh dou chi sin liao

hahaha!!

nice movie! 

18+ 

never check IC 

only horrible ba liao 

no porn de la 

if 3D more nice! :D

had nice movie today hehe

all about true :))

i love you!

always be there when need help

always be there when you are sad 

sweet :))

never let go

a simple gift is enough

staying beside you is warm

 

playing with you never have stress

capture the moment :)

although is was far apart, but i'll wait

keep my love as well as you can?

remember that i love the smell on you

rather to do anything because your happiness

learning to be independent

no matter how hard is it, i will holding a hope 

can you look my heart?

hug me :))

remember to drink more water