Making Ownself Suffocating

~haiz~

quite disappointed for today

felt sorry to my friends too

my classmates told me that i never wrong

by the way i think to apologize

what i had promise i can't do it

really sorry about that

recess damn no mood

babes a... if you think i moody because of the math paper 1 than you wrong 

if really never do a also can tembak 

aiya nothing la... let me suffuer ownself, maybe want cool down.

why this few days i wanted to talk to you all, you all like don't want to talk to me?

while i am busy or don't think to talk than you all come find me

what had happening o??...suan la.. i don't want talk is better

seeam you all like this...don't want fan you all

math paper 2... haiz~

remember question 12 & 15 

i never do finish than pass up

i gave up 

can't found the answer at all

told boh chu i don't want do, no mood, just pass up. I don't care anymore

almost 3 question wrong already....Y.Y

after school still can Hi-5 with babes, we also same never do

so happy lik that... actually not really happy for me today

reach home bath than sleepy until 10 woke up study Sejarah

Omg!!.... want die already~

study until i felt cry, so stres so stres so stres!!!!

why can't me remember the whole book??

waiting for the time to "come"

Pro Exam...keke^^

today when to school then go past up my Project Kayu

do wrong already....~haiz~

suan la.. teacher want do what give less mark now i don'r really care already

started exam the first paper is science paper 1

~haiz~

i want go die!!

suan la... this time can't just wrong 1 or 2 question de la

wrong a lot..Y.Y

Chinese exam

XD... i think most pro is iur class liao la

that time encik azhar's period

all boy surrounding me

ask me gave them answer

time to CHEAT!!

use to say answer de word

A=苹果

B=男孩

C=猫仔

D=狗仔

  

pro!!... we talk talk talk... ask ask ask

the teacher just ask us don't so noisy

all use Cantonese to tell answer

 wai lim pro lo... take scince book see but o~

inside is my chinese note book...-.-

recess back... scince 2

more shit a~

make me disappointed more and more

i in 2jati.. first time scince will don't know answer

me so brainless a!!

why why why???

my science a~...>.<'''

at last.. simply wrote an answer than pass it up

between that time

i copy all the answer

gave it to my next class friend

seem now meniru is not just in a class

....lol....

……这一天……

小米睡到太迟了～

～好累哦～

今天不懂做么

很没有胃口吃东西

晚餐只吃了小碗的半碗就饱了

今天又一点神经

觉得自己很矮

就一直跳，对着天花板跳了50下

～累～

真的是大不如前

以前脸杀球的时候可以跳很多下

～嘿～

……我会努力的……

160就好

今天宵夜丰富咯～

在小学附近吃

真的一流!!!

Oishi~~

回家必定开夜车

为明天奋斗

宝贝们加油哦～

Muackxz

what a bad lucky day

second day of exam

today had English & Sivik exam

today English i got confidence i can did well this time

quite easy

haha... last minute only study de neh~

last night just doing project busy this busy that

lucky is English so no need study...^^

haha.. Sivik so pro....  behind  all luan luan lai~
no answer to choose de all never do
i don't care also..XD

when the last period damn lucky man~

teacher ask me go behind

my phone just at the side of my leg

when walk to the back i just out my phone under the test pad

when sit down put on my leg covered with the teat pad

~lucky~

teacher walk front than fast fast keep in poket

so sweat~.~

gek sei me!!

why suddenly got a stupid bic stop in front of me geh??!!

make me slightly going to fall

no fall also hurt my leg already la....>.<''

miie miie thought i fall fast fast ask me what happen

thanks for care a miie... i love you..xixi^^

babes a.. aiyo~ go touch my wound there

already very pain la.. got blood already she still go touch...XD

shout until a... tak boleh tahan cry a...

it never stop wei jun saw i hurt stil bully me

wanted to press the place i hurt

what la him..."so kind"!!

today also don't know step what dog shit a!!

~haiz~

1st day of exam... ^^

OMG today sleep over time

said want 9.30 woke up

but sleep back again

actually wake already

send the tips to meng yuen

but too tired

than sleep 1 more hour

until10.30

Die... project a!!

fast fast woke up do

haiz.... friend did'n send the things for me

no need do lo

>.<''

haiz... must take back my friend de folio copy all thing... see where haven do

ma fan dao... i so so so damn busy now

exam!!

folio!!

the stupid KH wood!!

~haiz~

BM exam is quite OK for me la... easy also geh~

PM gek sei me... definisi 2 wrong a!!

Karang slightly can't finish 

lucky at last also finish

i think i can get A on BM this time

...just think la...

i also don't know what the hell is going on to my father

came back like 看我不顺

~scold scold scold~

alway 他妈的

>.<'''

he scold me i nothing de

pity my mummy only

he do until like this a... my mummy still can tahan

go throw the spoon on the floor wait my mummy took up

....WTF....

if i got this kind of husband or boyfriend 

i sure fight with him already

came back from work tired than go sleep la

so many thing for what!!

if boyfriend sure BREAK!!

i can't tahan this kind of person

ask him go die!!

C=...Gambateh!!

todayis much more a bit better than yesterday

but... still not really good that one

at least today no need to take taxi again lo

today reach school 

damn sienz

waiting for babes come

i thought today he didn't come

cause sick but he said that he was recover so can came

now started to thinking about after where should i go to

haiz... 3 thing all same

i also don't know how to choose

but i prefer more people go together lo

shuang a bit and fun also

go out must got my friend go

if not i don't want go adi

will very sienz de.... i try before....

tomorrow exam already 

no stress... take it easy^^

but i will workhard on this

especially on science

what also can die onl science can't

must A!!... i will put all my effort

year-end exam a bit scare scare~~

sleep at the class at the last peroid

damn tired man~~

i wanted sleep already than my friends said 

go back home 

....then wake lu...

nowadays....

just wish that nothing will be happening anymore

so that i can do better on the exam no need to think about other things

hmm....><

tomorrow BM gambateh la.

Moral also

dear and babes and lou gong zai and so so so so so so lou jia you a...C=

~Smile Alway~

...Today...

today still remaining the same

nothing is different

i am still kindof moody

today actually wanted to say something de

but than don't know why while i feeling wanted to say 

something block me, make me changed my mind not to say anything

now for my feeling is...

sometimes tell people to much ownself thing

just will make people felt that you are so annoying

or thinking all those no sense things

make people felt that very fan 

so that now don't really let people walk through about me

...Just A Day Pass With A Acting Face...

today actually not really happy 

when school no mood to talk also

wait till chen hooi came only talk

my listener ask me what happen to me??

i seem weird today

i never said anything

just shake my head said nothing

but, the real answer should be " ya i am really got thing today"

before answer i think already only think don't want to say is better

reach up the class saw him 

i stupid emotion came out

smile once then turn back moody face

~haiz~

i will like this is just because don't want people worry about me

i don't want people pity me that eyes sight

smile also damn fake 

recess also nothing already 

but....

still no mood also without reason de

this few days happen many things

maybe is me can't adapt this kind of thing happen gua

no buddy know

....so tired for it....

want me happy than please tell me what happen to you

you know you like this 

haiz... nothing la

everyone around me changed

all changed

the only person that didn't changed is my 1st listener

thank for this time

you so care about me

~lucky~

i don't want you saw me moody

but sometime

i moody sure because of something

thanks for the understanding

you help me a lot

C=

sorry about that... i am just a dump, no need so care about me.....

this few day also didn't post anything to my blog already

erm... something is happening and make me don't felt want to post it on the blog

until now... i post this and my silents life

actually the 1st day i moody is because i heard others told me something

haiz... heard until cry 

don't know what happen to my friend now

i so worry my friend

i felt all is just becuase of me

if not me then my friend won't be like now

...my fault...

i gave my friend a terrible life

i can't do what just can say sorry as much as i could

then this pass already 

i nothing already after a whole night thinking

then i comment on facebook

but no one of them trusted me

what the hell

why will like this de???

i never escape the problem

i say i can solve it but why still say until me like escaping from it

why??.... why don't you trusted me??

you are the one of the person that i really trusted but you didn't do that to me

ok fine... i say i can solve it then you like saying something....

 then never think about me la isit???

....suan lo....

you know what you had say really hurt me a lot a lot a lot a lot???

i thought my best friend can be good to me

but then...haiz never mind... is ok

i  know

i got anything all won't tell you again 

cause my problem like just making you felt i am escaping isit??

then don't want let you felt i am fan, i am escaping or what else

so... i won't tell you lo

don't want make you fan 

and last i am so sorry for this day to making you like this

i am dump

so no need care about what a dump saying about

all is just a joke

no need to think, no need to fan

you have your happy life

i have my dump life

sorry about that

make you worry about stupid like me

...sorry...

其实我可以很快乐……♥……

今天12.45才到ajimal

进去zone X找 Bobby 叫他带我和宝贝去明远家

还没有进明远家，宝贝听到隔壁家的狗吠就像走

因为以为是明远家的狗……XD

怕到酱～我走前面咯

没有狗啦，可以进了

第一个听到的就是明远妹妹的声音

叫人，看到明远了

哇唠～从进门到看到明远，他妹妹就一直讲

“gor~你的新女朋友啊?...你又讲你有100个女朋友”

“他们两个都是你的女朋友啊?"

“gor～你不是有365个女朋友咩?”

他妹妹我只可以用『厉害』形容

终于找到记性比我好的人

去过明远家的女生的名全部都记得……-.-

连我的名也看到……omg~

上到3楼都还是听到他们的声音

bobby打sdo打到一半，他妹妹来了

动作也几快一下……XD

他妹妹的嘴啊!!....haiz 真的没有输过～

我和宝贝都觉得明远的妹妹有一点没有礼貌咯～

讲座会也蛮开心的

只是那个……痛到～

好像出了九牛二虎之力来丢酱

>.<''

在图书馆和chen hooi聊天

讲的也只是一句……『有些东西太over时，就应该keep back一些』

不要这样可以吗??

今天她哭着来我班找我
我就知道一定有事发生了

～嘿～
做么要将多嘴??
看到也不用通街讲的吗
跟她将就好啦

弄到form 2全部男生知道了咯
人家女生来哒
几没有面子啊将只被唱
我知道你们都没有把他当女生看
～嘿～

我都不懂要讲什么
～无言～

最好没有下次
不要弄到我骂你
因为她是我很好很好的朋友
………………

~Sweet Day~....Noob also...-.-

today started school lo~

hmm... sienz a~

today not really felt well

headache a!!!

suddenly felt all people had changed....

not like the person i meet also

changed!!!

...so weird...

today chocolate with bear

keke... cute neh~~

i love it a!!!

thank you a^^

lou dou a...haiz

many problem

~haiz~

wtf...>.<

went back class after refilled water

they saw me than ask me wait went i came up the stairs there

sei sohai... nothing don't took me to play

i think they all wanted bet with something on me

suddenly pushed me to the wall there, say " i like you a"

chi sin a~

got gf still play like this

i got bf sorry!!.... I DON'T WANT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nothing to play go die la.... don't take me as a bet

whole gang of boy stand there and li cheng also..>.<

see how they play... lou dou also....ALL KEI SIAOO!!

...i like noob... don't know what happen

suddenly told me that 3 stupid word

go die la 

>.<''

A Not Well Day....

today morning woke up tuition 

~damn tired~

the teacher still want talk talk talk...~.~

went back home

cant't stand it already

lay on the bed sleep

sleep until 2 something only woke

~haiz~

like no energy

my dad i also can't tahan him already

 while i am sleeping...

he kept ask me

" you today got go tuition a not?"

"you what happen, sick a?"

kept asking for the same thing while i am sleeping

i also mong char char

something answer him no tuition 

than answer got tuition

i also don't know what i saying...haha

i say i nothing la, i wanted to sleep only

than he thought me sick

-.-ll

sick i also won't answer la... want die already lo where come energy~

wake when 2 something eat my first meal

go tuition didn't eat

eat already play sdo with lou gong zai

pui her play, cause i also sienz

play until 7 something

went out have dinner, my second meal

now started to sick sick already

my burning damn hot....>.<''

want pengsan like that

no appetite to eat

even porridge small 1 i also can't eat until half bowl 

but in car open air-con i felt cold

~haiz~

i going to sick already la

alway exam like that very fan a!!!

~Fun~

today so tired a

yeterday night 4.30 only sleep

cant sleep lay on the bed there do nothing

today sleep until 2 something only woke up

2 something woke up than go eat... hungry adi...XD

eat full full already la... thn sdo...haha

even dad also say me..." everyday wake then sdo har!!.... cannot do other thing de meh??"

haha... i juzt laugh at him...make until him gek sei, he nothing to say...lol

lvl 9 already a... so slow~

erm... play amatuer there alone

damn sienz... train lo... ...

suddenly got people came in

...haha... bully him

play gravitation again...XD

sienz already... play with a lvl 1 girl

last time i play is ok la....

but now play want die a... Mbp 66

still wan play show time...@.@

miss a bit...XD

then friends came in play at advenced there

pro dao.... i dun wan play a...see only...

keke

meng yuen a... play my account 

ask people brought shirt for me...hahahaxX

that person a bit stupid lo....

buy me with cash money de

haha...^^

I NO WRONG!!!

went back home then went to sleep

rest until about 7 something almost 8 went out had dinner

along back after finish dinner

suddenly someone call me

play hand phone

i ask is who don't want to say

keep ask me can know me a not??

ask me at wheree, doing what??

damn la!!... that time in the car a!!

when my father heard "i said i don't know you de wo!"

then he started to scold me...><

what wrong o??... i already half years didn't give people phone number already

at last father really scold only that person off the phone....haiz

really KNS de lo.... nothing do a!!??

i know that who de... meng yuen

he using other's people phone

besides him still got people laugh at there

i knw you all very fun playing arond

but me not ma!!!

make me give people scold!!

say me simply give people number

...haiz...

no do wrong than give people scold

...haiz...

please a to all friends that had my number....!!

please don't call me and play me a!!

parents will scold me de a... just think i am begging you

~please a~

i don't want my handphone get rampes by my parents

so help me

^^....My Wonderful Trip....^^

seem 2days didn't update my blog already

this 2 days when to Cameron Highland

had a wonderful memories there
all picture will be at my facebook
lazy to upload at here...haha

finally....xD

almost whole day playing SDO

erm... 2 day up 2 level only

...so slow...

train so long as last 

ka nong i can play dao already

...keke...

没有白费心机

play with choon kit and meng yuen a!!!

they too pro... me char....

play with my lou gong zai

her keyboard no signal lose jor

pro... she 21 level

try on now up until level 9

...keke...

after this cant play already la

now relax

tomorrow going Cameron Highland

after this must study hard hard..>.<''

Jia you jia you

all dear darling... exam Gambateh la!!

^^

i am selfish

today nothing to say

but think a lot things

 and i know a lot

i am too kind all this time

i release that sometimes to kind never get kindness from others

instead will get bully back

why always only i give out something for people?... but no 1 give me anything??

 sometimes felt very suffer for all this time

i can put all my effort to do it, but please give me some response...

don't just looking at me

on back my mail box

only i know what happen 

actually alway got people care for me

only a dumb like me never even know

sometimes i will tell him..

it is not worth to treat me so good

it is not worth to care me so much

it is not worth to waste so much time on me

all this is not worth

because i am not a good girl

because i am not the cui ling like last time

i change

i do many wrong things

i make people sad

i only know to hurt people's feeling

i am too cruel 

^^....Mocha mocha....^^

keke... you wont know how much do i like MOCHA!!!

Starbuck mocha!!! RM 10 something....( regular only)

【at sunway de gasoline】

stilll got gasoline de mocha ... also very nice!!

gasoline de got chocolate cips...^^

today 11 something back from tuition

~damn tired~

sleep until 2 something only woke up

after woke see hand phone so many messages

fast fast reply

6 something brother n mummy came back home

肥肥 brought mocha珍珠奶茶back

arh!!!... ask him gave me drink a bit^^

nice nice nice....!!!

after exam must go out again

ask babes, xiiao taa and some friends go gai gai^^

then bring babes go starbuck buy a drink for her... what also can

i pay for her... i buy large 1 for her...keke

发霉的一天……XD

今天原本不想去学校的
可是宝贝和老公在都有去
所以一定要去陪宝贝
不要他闷

12和伟骏做的士去学校
去到学校，没有什么人去
哇唠……看到伟豪!! 几罕见一下……XD
等很久，就和伟骏、伟豪、明远、yi meng、唐雪聊天
很久了，宝贝来了
就去陪她

宝贝的眼镜不见了
不要伤心啊……好好和爸爸讲啊

坐在dewan bacaan坐到放学
真的要发霉了啊!!!
～闲到～
『他』没有来，因为要做东西

他们那班男生，真的是啊!!!
每次坐在一起聊天就讲到那些东西
还讲要教我 -.-ll
一直讲那些汽水加饭的东西
很废的咯……XD

叫pizza叫到我们发唺!!!

讲了地址还问jalan!!!

都讲没有jalan咯!!

我和伟骏把篮球当排球玩
玩set球
篮球又大粒，又重
弄到我的手又一点痛
 玩玩下有闲了

～嘿～
等到我傻啊!!
有没有带电话哦
有带就可以SMS了咯
笨到!!

放学私家车来载我
在车里面睡觉
～累死我～

你的手，只要每天借我一下下就好

如果我很需要温暖，谁愿意把他的温暖借给我??

把你的手借我

习惯就好

……今天带电话去学校……

去到ajimal看到nigel

然后找位坐，诚诚来了

nigel和老豆也是来了

很快很快就叫爸爸send那首歌给我

很好很好很哈听啊!!!

～感动～

这次吃东西本来是我和老婆的

等多下就周围都是男生……XD

我无所谓的，吃东西罢了吗

老婆很辛苦哦，看到要哭了……Y.Y

诚诚啊，看到你就很想滅你的脸咯

好笑到……^-^

Nigel，you are so rich o!!!

iphone....keke

今天在上英文那电话出来玩 ^^

然后接cheong zer Vivaz Pro来玩

也几特别的

不会很难按就好

今天出食堂check口袋

我有点怕，怕他摸到的我电话

今天PJ很爽啦!!!

很热又很臭

>.<''

可是还是爽!!

miie, must take care...!!

so cham see you like this

fast recover than can la^^

hug hug miie