从现在开始的我只会为你而笑 ，不会再为你而哭=）

你就是我笑的起点

有你我就可以笑

有时候会很想很想你

有时候会忘了自我

翠的爱好列表里多了一项

就是看着你【笑】

可能你会觉得我很傻婆

可是我是真的对你在笑

我可以很诚实的对你说

我已经大半年没有真正的笑过了

即使笑也笑到很假

至从有你，才真的好一点

这个是连宝贝也知道的

真的好久好久好久没有笑了

现在我只会为你而笑

发誓，不会为你而哭

♥宝贝名单♥

ღchoon loongღ

ღsze yoongღ

ღseng sengღ

ღchen hooiღ

ღboh chuღ

ღli cheng

ღkah seng

ღwing soon

ღyeng teng

ღthai chin

我只会对我最爱的5 位笑

我爱你，宝贝

～muackx~

独自一人【♥】

今天过的比平常来的安静超多的

似乎有点不习惯，平常都很吵的

本来今天我是不想去学校的，因为巴士走了

～嘿～反正都走下去了，就去学校咯

在家有没有东西做的

独自一人，做的士去学校

花了我RM8……><'''

每次在我要存钱放假出去都是将的咯～～

气死我>M<"'

去到学校，全部人都好像怪怪的……

没有剪指甲，还没讲走就先溜了

听到有人晕倒了~3~

一整天都在彩排，只上了2节课

都不懂为什要吵架的咯

不要来不是不要来啦

将小事也要吵…

今天宝贝没有空陪我吖～

也是在忙着彩排……^m^

老豆就陪我下课……闷乜～～

讲他和她老婆几好几好……哈哈

上数学节，老师进班就骂人

～嘿～

突然觉得我班的人很豆记

放学还好啦

seng seng 和老豆来我班找我，陪我下去

好好笑的咯

老豆笑笑和seng seng讲：“哈哈…我比你先到啊!”

酱的东西也要比哦？……XD

两个来找我也很开心了^^

今天什么都可算是【独自一人】在做东西的

……很平静……

今天……棒……也不爽……!!!><''

（都是我拍的哦）^w^

今天12.30才醒，昨晚4点才睡

给妈妈讲了。好彩今天不用上课哦～

^^今天很乖哦^^

吃了早餐就去做东西

烫衣服、洗衣服

不爽是爸爸啦><''

放工回家，第一个就骂我

这几天都是这样

～嘿～

…真的有点伤心…

7点多，去KLCC

去KLCC吃晚餐

～棒～

去的餐厅还要排队的

==""…生平最讨厌就是【等】

妈妈在的，我就自己走来走去，看看…

还没去餐厅时，去了鞋店看看

全都是名牌的运动鞋

～酷～

我要买运动鞋了，我的烂了…

爸爸就叫我进去看看

第一眼就看到那对NIKE和REEBOK(Reezig)的

～美到～

没有看到价钱

应该RM200-400呱

^^呵呵^^

反正迟早也会买的啦

到我们了，就会去餐厅

好多人咧～

去Miss Kwan吃

棒到爆!!!

Nasi lemak好吃到……

好吃是好吃哦，给钱更好吃～～

看到妈妈给不懂1张还是2张RM50

～贵～

吃到一半，电话不小心跌在地上

哦!!!

爸爸死命讲讲讲……

讲到我记没有目，不想再走街了

以为我很想电话跌哒!!

今天还算不错啦^^

～有口福～

today is better than yesterday

GCB very nice~~

haha.... yesterday dinner i ate this....X)

Vey very very nice....

Today is better than yesterday

but never smile a lot

~haiz~

Today when for badminton and jogging

suddenly felt very shuang after whole body sweat

Stress all free already

When back home so tired~

Go bath, bath until so long....~.~

Clean and smelly nice

><''... My pencil box live at school a!!
All my stationary very expensive de a!!

No nit do homework already~~

...Wait wait wait...

wait mummy use finish the computer

...Then i use...

David call me chat very long

^^Shuang leh^^

...haha...

Very late le....~~~

...Haiz...

yesterday i shouldn't stand at there

~haiz~

suddenly friend told that thing

i also frighted

then ask what happen...

for me i think his fault

what for go do that thing??!!

Disappointed but heart pain lo~

lou dou that time taking with her lao po

saw me looking at there he cover my eyes

too late la... i saw everthing already

ER....

Try to be like nothing

Try to act like nothing happen

...BUT...

IMPOSSIBLE

To hard for me

Don't know why want cry

Still want say sorry to wei chuan

he so cham when he sit beside me at the bus

yesterday is the day that i really don't like and hate

i wish all this i never saw before n nothing happen at all

~haiz!~

....Damn Bad Lucky....

Don't know why every time when i saw lady bird a that day sure BAD LUCK!!!

Today at bus stop saw it....

I only saw it 3 times

Saw it sure nothing good coming

~haiz~

Nightmare becoem real

go school thought really can pass with peace

...but...impossible...

Just in the class the 1st period than very beh song

ask the boys fuck off la.... the place not they buy one!!!

Still want make until i cry

CB...><'''

So long never angry like today

friend also frighted even meng yuen also frighted already

I threw the pen to the back door, slightly harder than the glasses going to break

At the middle still good..

Until the last few period more shit than the 1st period

stupid la.... he brainless a!!! Or don't know how to throw things??!!!

Aim until so accurate, aim until ME!!!

Still lucky when he threw the broom stick from the 3rd floor to the 2nd floor never aim my head, aim until my head i want him die.

But aim until my leg leh!!!

Stupid stick so thick, once came my leg there

Walao can't walk!!! straight cry....haiz

BRUISE ALREADY !!...><'''

Stupid la... Why want saw until lady bird a....???

Saw until it also nothing good de wo...!!!

Damn la... today mood not good a!!

Want go dinner that time still scold my brother at car.

My father saw me scold him, he also nothing wanted said....

I also don't know nowadays, boys so SOT PLUG!!!??

Just like brother!! I play my phone also want dou dou yeh geh wo!!

Not because my father in car, i sure slap him!!...>

~HAIZ~

很困哦～～

今天回来真的好笑到

……哈哈哈……

一边绑头发，一边讲电话

一心二用

上巴士就睡觉

到了都不舍得起身

累爆!!!

都不懂他今天做么

好像很不爽酱

～嘿～

很DL那个肥佬咯

在science lab被我骂到他死

都讲接不到线的人……

不要和我讲话!!!!

还要问我那些我不想讲的东西

不想讲就不想讲啦

……死命问……

上完华语课，跟明远学校走了2-3圈

累到，那我钱包...-.-'''

我男是有点想哭的

累到死，有要上encik iskandar节

...嘿...

全部都不懂去哪里了？

放学自己走下去

连9700的半也没有人

算了

放学，巴士来了

伟骏坐我旁边

我睡觉，他就在旁边和我讲话

每天都带东西上巴士吃

^^呵呵^^

回家就打blog

等它connect

我就在桌子睡觉……累到死啊!!!

我的一天就只有【累】

最近觉得自己到脾气不是很好

朋友讲到一些我不喜欢的东西就直接讲回他

以前怎样不爽也会忍

对不起哦～

我已不是以前的我

我不爽就不爽

不喜欢就不喜欢

期待明天…后天…下个月…直到大放假…呵呵呵～

放假出到乱

9/4可能要去Sunway，ShoGun和那班傻朋友吃日本餐

9/11又去Sunway，Ice-Skating

每次去Sunway铁定钱包大出血

这次怕怕～～

还要去Anemi Tech 走街

要提前训诰破产!!!

～哈哈哈～

...Year-end holiday...

～惨咯～

上云顶，去Sunway，去这里去哪里!!

还没有放假就酱多节目

我要POKAI了

最期待还是和朋友一起去买新年衣

一班女生去买，最爽，还要和购物狂去

不懂会傻嘛～

带RM300去应该够呱…

买新年衣不要叫男生去

怕，等下买不够又讲要回

哦～

还要买DOMO嘢

……哈哈哈……

抱回家，爽～～～

【期待的心】

回到家就没心情……为什么没有人体谅我？？

反常现象出现了

在学校没有这样

没有人知道我

～嘿～

Lou Gong Zaii

Today I not happy de a

Why you this time don't know de???

整天都是闷闷的

突然觉得在学校很【闲】

……每天重复……

还家傻了

一直找东西吃，好像死饿鬼酱

～哈哈～

跟爸爸去看医生

然后再等待的时候，问妈妈可不可以去云顶？

我还没有讲完，他就讲“不可以”

～嘿，算了，我就知道～

不想讲东西

给他讲到我……（厉害）

……这次不能去因为太远……

今天FB reply message

看到我几不爽!!!

不可以不是不可以咯

最多以后不要去……><'''

最近讲话不喜欢给人面子

我不喜欢就不喜欢啦

不爽就不爽啦

你忍无可忍就不要跟我讲话

……我变了……

……我变串了……

随便你讲

现在终于觉得……

做好人不是好事

好人每天被人欺负

被人家当出气筒

什么意识!!!!

我也有底线的

我讲的东西，接不到线的人

这几天最好不要和我讲话

……

我不想骂错人

好安静的一天

今天是如此的安静

好平安的过了这一天

很早就起

可是晚上很迟才睡

～累累～

去买白衣和文具

就回家了

等mummy买午餐回来

大概一整天都呆在家

～闷闷的～

没有人陪，还好有3 hero和我聊天

一直和他讲废话

……哈哈哈……

还好有他，不然我肯定闷死

今天脾气很好

讲话的语气和以前超不同了

～乖女儿～

反正在家闷就玩viwawa，susido

～哈哈哈～

我Level 4 了

蛮难up level

晚上出去下

爸爸又带我们去吃宵夜

～噢买嘎～

肥了，又瘦了

回家开FB

～累累～

和3 hero聊天，讲电话

哈哈……他真的厉害

一打来，我就一直笑笑笑……xD

盖电话是也很好笑

他打来的时间超对

因为爸妈睡觉了

……没有人理……

妈妈来了……妈妈来了……妈妈来了

~哈哈哈~

sms啦

一接就好像女人酱

～藕鞎锎鈊～

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今天的宵夜……忘了...Opps!!!

大概10点多吧

daddy叫我出去吃宵夜

那时再打blog，打到一半

save to draft

原本是去阿姨家的

可是mummy讲很迟了不要去，就换地方

carefour买东西

然后,daddy带我们去PJ吃宵夜

好好吃乜～

吃福建面、月光河和烧鱼

daddy带我们去的那间东西

很多人咯!!!

还好很快就煮好

daddy那时叫了一大一小的 Tiger

两个杯

本来是叫mummy喝的

她不要就叫我和他喝

倒倒倒……就这样，daddy倒了3次

我就喝了3杯

也蛮好喝的

daddy笑笑和mummy讲

以后有人会陪他一起喝了

还很会喝哦～

我那时是==lll

……又笑笑笑……

隔壁桌的人看到，可能都在怀疑我是不是年满18

哈哈哈哈……

daddy会给我喝

……因为他讲……

以后和朋友出去不会被灌醉

喝一点也好喔～

～放心啦daddy～

我有遗传你的咯

我酒量是好到…………!!!!!

哈哈哈……讲笑啦～

可是也不赖

……喝了3杯……

我的脸连红都没有红

热都没有热

第一次和爸爸讲一起喝

^^呵呵呵^^

可是只是和daddy可以喝

daddy就讲不要在外面喝

他在，喝醉还有人扶我会家

……哈哈哈哈……

～今晚的宵夜好开心哦～

……黑色幽默……

我的世界

可以是很开朗的，也可以是很恐怖的

可以是笑口常开，也可以是面无表情

可以是口若悬河，以可以是沉默寡言

可以是忍声吞气，也可以是大发雷霆

黑色幽默

我很喜欢它

它代表阴暗、悲观、绝望的幽默

很多时候都是戴着面具过一生

一切都是伪装

……可是……

有时候带着黑色幽默的人

也会有灿烂的一天

他们会好好珍惜那灿烂的一天

……因为……

如果那天不会再来

起码，这天也会是很好的回忆

黑色幽默的人就好像黑翅膀天使

往往都需要一个开朗的白色天使在他背后扶持他

黑天使是恶劣的

但是很多人都不懂他

他是外表恶劣，内心是脆弱的，是心软的

每个人都很害怕他的强势

可是没有人了解他的卑微

被人歧视，被人排斥

他需要白天使

是因为他需要一个能呵护啊他的心

一旦被呵护

他就会对他放下一切的戒心，一切的回避

好好的，痛痛快快的为他付出一切

那时的黑天使就会良心发现，不再强势，不再恐怖

他会愿意付出一切的爱白天使

因为他知道，白天使是幻想世界里最懂他的人

看见的他微笑，就是他心中的铁窗的锁匙

一百零一把的锁匙

打开那扇封锁百年的心窗

有时候也不要把黑天使看得那么好

在他脾气爆炒

最好做每件事前都想好

以免被他的强大力量伤害

有时候在他需要呵护时

轻轻的一个问候就能深深的打动他的心

不需要太多花样

小小的举动就好

我爱【黑色幽默】

What had happen?? Why you 2 fight?? I so sad...T^T

Why no one wanted to tell me what had happen???

I just know you angry

But than, now why two will break off relations like this??

What had you said??

I just know she very beh song

and you angry

...Heart pain...

i never see i also know she zet you gua~

see you like this again

~haiz~

that thing so expensive and still new

you go throw

why you want because of this thing so angry???

people say you, you don't care so much lo

i never say than can la

I 2nd time see you like this already a

You know i very sad anot?

...today...

i know u can't tahan already

u release your anger la

I more wish you release all

say what also can

say out better than keep in heart

i will listen what you say

Very heart pain de lo

when saw until fren n fren fan mian

Damn heart pain

when saw best fren and the person i love fan mian

Know you already can't stand la

Don't care lo

Care what i say enough lo

And i alway be with you

I really don't wish this thing will happen

damn hurt

damn heart pain

damn sad

Since, you 2 already nothing to say

who also felt themselves never wrong

...so...

can think of me a???

i am in the middle

i lost the way

no guard man...

don't know want to go to the left or the right

when you to do that got think me anot??

~haiz~

sure no la

i know you 2 just do what you wanted to

~【Heart Pain】~

Nice Day...♥

today me n panda go yam cha with chun yu

i ngam ngam 12.30 only came then chun yu just finish school

panda wait us at dewan so lonely

i am the last person reach there because the bus late

we walk out together

talk something very funny

said chun yu face...especially his eyes

haha... don't know why i like his eyes some much

his eyes like fox eyes and single-fold eyelid

i feel like single-fold eyelid de boy all also leng zai de lo

walk until ajimal there about 12.45 gua

then, find place to sit

find until a under fan sit...hahaha

i wait at there

chun yu say he want go ECO

i thought panda also followed him to ECO

but she go buy things to drink

...za dao...

ajimal also got things to drink de ma...

-.-'''

Not long kar ken reach

he also sit with

li cheng also

we eat until 1.45 only go back school

thought the chun yu said wanted to go home

but he followed us go back school...xD

sat at dewan, chat at there

haha today mummy didn't come

me wanted to play with ah soon and chun yu

play like fang dian, kept seeing them 2

haha... see him than i will laugh^^

……傻笑……

Actually was very happy, but....

KH find the stupid pola

the nail poke my finger got blood... pain dao

find until me dulan

dun wan find already

give me know who stole my thing

the person die!!

after PJK when up find panda

play volleyballl

～so tired～

act like me..xD

panda a.... the last 1 came out

walk down with her

alway got a bodyguard followed with us now

hahaha

me n panda like 小姐

everyday got people follow us

今天开心到【爆】……So SOT~~

Today i happy a, reach school already never "Black Face".....hahaha

Today happy o~~

Already so long never so happy lu....

Today got the happy feel....^^

I smile until so so so happy

....Eye recover le....

But still a bit pain

Actually said out the true is only the way to release myself

Just a moment after i said it out

I felt damn free and no stress

But i felt i do like this very evil lo

I said until so straight

I only can say...

Begin this 14 years, this is the first time i do until like this

I never say thing say until so straight

Never even do that before

I so scare to hurt people

So even got thing very fast will forget

Then nothing

But now i know say it out is better

Especially when you really can't stand for it

Say out already will feel all things have release

I so scare to hurt people

But this time really straight dao!!

If i got say what or do what make until you very hurt

I will say sorry...

Don't alway say yourself useless la..

I really hate my dear, darling, baby, bou bui and best friends say themselves " USELESS"

I will scold back de lo

What useless???

Useless cannot simply use de!!!!

And very hate people that scold me or my dear, darling, baby, bou bui and best friend using "USELESS"

Don't know what is USELESS de people go check what it means only say people!!

Today a nood kai ask me math how to do???

I just said i don't how to do

Then he ask me go die, pig brain, useless

Walao!!

I so angry!!

That time still is Encik Iskandar period..

I straight scold him in front teacher

No gave him face!!

Say in good he talk never think before

Say in bad he sohai!!!

Ownself also don't know how to do then scold people

!!!

Lucky la him...

Today my mood good

If not he die!!

I sure D9 him whole day!!!

By the way...

I very very very happy today

♥I LOVE TODAY♥

...1个月...

手中的气球……要放还是握紧？

……迷失了……也麻木了……

这个月很重要

要放还是握，就看这个月

下个月就知道答案

我应该忍的，也忍了

应该给的机会，也给了

应该吞的气，也吞了

就连不应该给的机会、不应该忍的气、不应该吞的气……

……我通通都做了……

……最后……

~嘿~

我只知道，最后我觉得我没有错

我为什么会这样？

……因为……

我忍无可忍

我守口如瓶

我睁一只眼，闭一只眼

我知道很多不应该知道的事情

要讲那句话……我很早就可以讲

可是，我说不出口

因为我不舍得

我不放不下

是我太好呱～

什么东西我都不会怎样

……只要……

不要在我面前讲到

～别的女生的东西～

～不要问我其他女生的事情～

我不想听到也不知道

要讲的，就只有这些

……

Today I So Damn " ANGRY"!!!!

Today talk most only is to lou gong zaii only. I anyone also don't want talk to.

Today my eye never so red, but still dry n pain. Haiz....

Hard to face the problem. I really don't want to say that thing lo... i don't want to do that... It really hard for me... Haiz...

Sometime i also don't know what i am thinking about damn stupid! So annoyed.... Because of the secret, i so care about make me quite sad about it. So damn the secret...

Haiz...

Talk a lot to my darling listener...

She suggest me to do something that i really don't want to do. But when i really beh tahan i very can don't care anything, and just say it out. I only will give 3 chance to girls but only will give 1 chance to boys... Never care is boy friend or just friend( boy)... all same!!

Don't like people that can't catch what i say de lo!!! Must say until very clear only know what i say de people please a!! Don't talk to me...!!! Once i talk you can't catch until sure give me scold like hell...

And then, today the stupid bus 6.15 only came. We 5 people want call taxi already, the bus now came already!! Wei Jun scold bad words say until so geng, so funny...LoL.... The bus driver still ask us do what sot a?? I still say... uncle you still don't want come than we all want take taxi go home lo!!!! He nothing to say...xD

Today just reach home, just sat down then mummy also reach home already.... I just sat down never said anything then like this give mummy scold me. Say me don't know keep shirt when reach home???!!! Only know to sat at there!!! What the... don't give me chance to explain also then scold me... Haiz...

That time already sad sad already, reach home still want give mummy scold like hell... I fight back her but i cry. Shout very loud " I JUST REACH HOME A!!!!!!!! "... Walao she still say before i go school cannot keep da???!!! Where got time o?? Came back tution also already 11.30 la, then 11.50 rush out already!!! prepare no need time a?? Got time also no need keep la, so bright outside. Haiz...

This time so so so angry!! Just a little than i want to say bad word to fight back my mother already but lucky i can control myself, if not i sure let her slap already...

So angry already la... the stupid computer still want play me, don't know what happen DC DC DC!!! I want throw the keyboard n mouse even my phone also i want throw already...!! My brother saw me press the mouse and the keyboard also shock already, almost let me press until spoilt.... Press until so hard~

If my best best friend know when i not happy. They sure know what i will do if i at home...xD

Kiss Kiss lu...^^

I brought it yesterday, so nice i so long didn't eat already..... Buy already 2 packets.

Eat until sot a~~~~

So nice a~~

I think whole world i most like de chocolate is this le... I like the taste, eat already alway can felt good de. Because damn nice~~~~

Haiz.. a dissapointed day....

Alway only say about the same thing.... beh song also....><''

Don't felt good...

I NO MOOD ALREADY

今天带病去校

很不舒服

睡觉咯～

每个人都问我“做么？”

因为我眼睛红红肿肿的

……我不是哭，是红红肿肿罢了……

其实我生病了，可是心情还是很好的。

放学，上巴士。

……开始不爽……

……其实……

我一整天都很不爽!!

只是，没有人知道……

嘿～

我不爽，为什么我生病不要生到进医院，永远都出不来？

为什么？

生病生到死了就不用烦咯！！

……想要生病又不生病，不想生病就生到半生不死……

……人出世就是等死的一天……

早死迟死都是一样要死

今天听到朋友讲的东西

我都不知道为什么还可以笑得出来

他其实知道我根本就不是在笑

只是掩饰

掩饰我的心痛……

……真的很hurt……

可是，要谢谢你哦～

你不跟我讲，我还是蒙在谷里

……傻傻的……

我的忍耐，就到这里。

我忍不到了～

我已经超越我的底线

远远的超过……

我不知道为什么我会破戒

还破到酱

我也忍到比平凡人厉害。

一直以为……我很开心的咯！！

可是，有些事情没有人知道

我明天不想讲话

不要来找我

不要问我：“做么？”

不要问我任何东西

你要问就问其他人

不要跟我讲话

我不想讲任何东西

我怕我开口会没有得回头

I want cool down a whole night

Please don't call me, don't sms me and don't talk with me....

Hershey Kisses Chocolate

Falling With Mint Truffle

(Limited Edition)

Candy Cane Mint

(Limited Edition)

Milk Chocolate

~♥~我最爱的巧克力~♥~

(这个本地买不到)

上次表哥从USA买回来给我，我开心到傻掉！！XD... 这里没有嘢～这个是超好吃的。很浓的巧克力味……可是最后一粒给弟弟吃了……T^T

my eye got problem aready =[

Haiz... sad man... pain~~

I also don't what happen to my eye, red red n very dry. Mummy said me maybe is 红眼症. So cham a~

I scare leh... yong sui never mind because will recover de but will itch n pain. Walao still cannot scratch it!! OMG... where can tahan o???

Put already eye drop and eat already medicine only better a bit a!! Tomorrow die already la!! Haiz...T^T

I don't know isit because of me alway very last sleep or last time my brother also 红眼症 than make until like this. But so long already, don't isit what thing that my brother use before de mummy didn't wash until then i go and hug it or take it use. So shit a!!!

Today sleep already 2 times.

Wish my eyes will fast fast recover la. So cham got 红眼症!! Now also pain pain and itch....T^T

Tomorrow wake wish will be nothing, i so scare man...

Now also don't dare too look at my family scare will pass the sick to them.

Don't so worry about me. I can take care myself ^^

Very late already, time to sleep. Eyes pain pain a...T^T

Miss eu...♥