be myself

amazing shoot... damn meaningful when you use your heart to see this picture

nowadays i really not happy at all

 seldom talk 

seldom smile 

seldom talk because...

when i feeling to tell out something

no one really care about 

i  am serious 

but no one taking it serious 

i seldom smile because...

i had no energy and the soul to smile 

everytime i smile i know was fake 

so i rather don't smile 

after that was just making me feeling to cry 

already one week didn't really talk to him 

not i don't want to talk 

is just something make blocked me 

the only best friends knew

but i knew that they won't tell 

hopes so...

suddenly i knew so many things

haiz...

this week i like got sickness

- - don't know why i will suddenly very down 

maybe this time i can't take it up again 

it was to heavy for me 

give me some times

i'll try to take it up and put it to anywhere else 

hope i can do it 

i think this is the 1st time i being like this upon this 15 years 

really 1st time 

i not really angry actually 

i just don't really know what happen to me already 

i lost

if 1 day i changed 

will you forgive me?? 

i am sorry 

sorry that i changed not like me anymore 

but i want the original you
the original smile that i saw
the original side you have it

always the original like last time....

Be Myself, Be Yourself